After re-reading yesterdays post and of course living it, I decided that it is time for me to really do something about this. I am never going to love myself as long as I stay heavy like this. I know that I use my weight as a shield for many things. Well today is a day to start stripping!!!
I am going to really focus on things that I want to do. I know, how many times have you heard me say this....if I had a nickel kind of thing.... Well, I am really going to focus and focus hard on it. I am going to sort of start small so I don't get discouraged. I know....me get discouraged?!?!?! LOL. In a heart beat!!! But then it makes me want to try harder....me and my catch 22's!!!
So I am getting back to my gym routine, and I'm not going to let anything sway that!!! Not even me!!! I'm going to get my bike back in shape and I'm going to start taking Shadow outside too. I think we could both use some sunshine. It's going to be hard, but I'm coming first....at least once or twice a week for now!! lol.
I need to feel my own self-worth. And since I'm the type that seems to learn the hard way....there is no better way than to just get out there and do it. So no more down time for me. If I start to feel down again, then that means it's time to get off my butt and move. It doesn't matter if it is just taking Shadow for a walk, or if it's just turning on the radio and dancing like a fool!!!! Uh...sorry I won't be posting photos of that!!!! LOL. I don't want any YouTube craze going!!!! LOL.
So bear with me as we get our buns in motion....wow you would not believe THAT motion....LOL!!! I'm looking up for a better today, tomorrow, and future. And you all are coming with me kicking and screaming....LOL.
Thanks to everyone who has been there for me, not just this past week, but always. I used to think I was doing this all alone. I know differently now. You are all my strength and courage. I love you all for that!!! Now let's get off the couch and do something!!!!
Have a great day everyone!!! You have made mine fantastic!!!
