Well so far this week has been pretty good. I was able to paint the bathroom by myself, we haven't eaten out, although part of that is because we are broke, today I had a friend over to the house, and yes I let him IN the house, and finally I have just made plans to go hiking with another friend on the river tomorrow.
Everything seems to be falling into place, and it feels FANTASTIC!!!! Each day I can feel myself feeling better and better about who and what I am. I am no longer that lost, hidden, and fat woman, I am becoming that fun loving, get out there, confident woman that was hidden inside that fat me. I can't even begin to tell you the joy I am feeling right now. I am beyond cloud nine!!! I am in.....wait for it....ZANADU!!!!!!
In fact, tonight I am making BLT's and I decided that I was going to have cottage cheese rather than the bacon. Oh that bacon smelled soooo good though. But I am not unhappy with the choice I made. Did I really say that? Did I just put my feelings before FOOD!?!?!?!?! Who am I and where is my pod?!?! LOL
The feelings I have right now, are feelings that I can do anything!!! Life is mine for the taking. In fact my very best friend is going to have a couple of babies in October, and I am GOING to make time to go and spend some time with her!!! I am no longer going to stay cooped up in this house. I refuse to let my house become my prison. I am going to defeat my hoarding and have the lifestyle that I want and deserve!!!
Watch out world...I'm coming back!!!!
