It's the 19th of the month already!!! Where did the first half of the month go?!?!?! I may have eaten it and not known it.....sadly that could be a possibility.
Today is my appointment for an ultrasound on my liver. I'm going to see if the mass in my liver has turned into an alien yet! To bad Halloween is so far away. I guess I could save it until then.....nawh.
The weather is windy and rainy so I don't think Shadow and I will be taking our walk today. Maybe we will play some tug-a-war to burn some energy. Since I have the car today...logic says that I should go to the gym and get some cardio in. Lazy arse says that I should snuggle up with Shadow and watch a movie. I guess I could compramise and go to the gym and work out while I'm watching a movie. LOL.
Not sure what the rest of this month has in store for me. I need to lose some weight or my surgeon is going to kill me. That hasn't been motivation yet. I see my surgeon in about 3 weeks, and I think I've gained weight!! I guess these next three weeks are going to be nothing but protein shakes, protein, and salads. I know there should be some exercise in there somewhere!! I'm just not sure how to get my buns motivated. Maybe I need to be like the rabbit that has the carrot on a string in front of his nose. Mine would have to be chocolate though!!!! All jokes aside, I have to get this weight off and I'm not sure if I can do it. I know I CAN do it, just not sure I guess if I want to do it. How sick is that!!??!! I've gone through this surgery and now I'm not sure if I want to lose the weight. AAARRRGGG!!! I'm making myself depressed so I'm going to stop for now. Let's hope my mind set changes after my appt.
Until then......
