This morning I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. I should clean out the refrigerator, the patio, the kitchen, the garage, the bedrooms, and the bathroom. Nah, I don't feel like it today. That doesn't mean that I won't do it, I just don't want to do it.
I decided that I would take Shadow for a drive this morning to the store. I got a few items to help with the food menu for the next week, and (hangs her head in shame) got a tub of Dibs. My heart told me not to but my head said, just this once. It is never just once!!
We got home and I put all the groceries away, and sat down for a minute. Well that minute turned into hours. I got hooked on Deadliest Warrior. I couldn't get enough. Okay so now you know my guilty pleasures, food and destruction. LOL. While sitting there watching tv, I ate the whole tub of Dibs. Wholly cow that is 680 calories!!! That is almost my whole days worth of calories. But I rationalized it to myself that Monday I start my new regime. How stupid is that?!?! Okay, I'm going to gorge myself so I can starve myself for the rest of my life. I know better than this. I thought that I was over this. I guess not.
I did however, get out both lawnmowers from the backyard, and cleaned up the BBQ I got for mom. Now I just have to get my punching bag and stand out of the van so I can get rid of the lawnmowers. So I actually did something, just nothing productive.
I need to break my habit of sitting and watching tv to avoid doing actual work around the house. I'm not going to get skinny by watching other people get skinny, (ok killed today). LOL.
