The struggle is still there.

Now remember back when I told you that I was still able to eat a lot of food?  Well guess what....I am on a phase that I can hardly eat anything.  I don't think it is anything medical, but more emotional and stress.  I know me have stress...hahahaha!!!!  But here is an example for you.  I have been making a conscious effort to slow down my eating.  Good....the bites have been fairly small....still need to work on that.....it's very hard to feel like you are eating when the bite inside your mouth is the size of a nickle!!!!  That's nice a bite....that's a piece of food left in your tooth!!!!  LOL.  Anyway, so with all that in mind.....the food is not liking me.  I have tried everything from Eggbeaters to sloppy joes....and yes the sloppy joe meat was the worst!!!  But I was tired and it was quick.  The mornings are still the worst.  It took me 45 minutes the other day to eat a half a cup of just Eggbeaters!!!!  Now that stuff is like Jell-O!!!!  But nope, my little pathway to stomach land was not going to let it pass....not even with the password.....Oh lord please let it go down!!!!